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to-die-for, not?

Love?
-noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
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Took me for a to-die-for roller-coaster ride. I almost died from palpitation & i thought i’d be more than willing to, cause it might be the sweetest escape.

That was not what i want, but i wanted it, so bad.
That was not right, but we couldn’t resist.
That was so tiring, but i chose to hang myself for it.

Until reality smacked me so hard in the face. I could plunge all in, into this hot mess but something was stopping me.

Hate me, by all means.

I’m gonna keep this poor muscle to myself for now.
Could be awhile, could be for long but not forever.

What am i?

 

 

Squeeze every drop of juice outta me. I’m as dry as a thousand year old mummy alr.

MST is a week away & basically nothing has been registered in me. Oh wow, so great.

Don’t hang with me. I should be doing this alone.. I can.

Oh fuck.

Simple as that

You should know, it’s true, just now the part about my
Love for you and how my heart’s about to
Burst into a thousand pieces so it must be true
And they’ll believe us too soon

Baby, it’s  fact our love is true
The way black is black and blue is just blue
My love is true, it’s a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too, it’s as simple as that
Baby, our love is true

Is there something inside me that I don’t see

I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.

I think i just had a drink with one of the coolest person i’ve ever met in my life! She has a magnanimous heart, no doubt..
& i never knew i will know you & we can click pretty well!!!!!
But i’m so gonna feel bloated again!!! UGH!

Let’s just stop playing this sick little game & get tgt.
It was my shot to be called, now it’s yours.

If you ever want to forget it, i will forget it too & move on.
But if you wanna be mine, then stay.

I’m so freaking tired. I wanted to study but i know i’m in no capability of doing so cause my brain’s shut & i feel like i’m walking on air.
So, what do you think?

Down, you can’t hold me down
Cause when no one is around
I won’t be standing here
Just waiting for you to come back home again
Down, you can’t hold me down
Because I finally understand
That what you did is
Not so bad in fact it’s better for me
- Safetysuit; Down

JAYNE ANG

I don’t want you to be bothered by how others are gonna look at you, cause they don’t know you & so they can’t judge you! Continue to speak & behave like how you normally do cause that’s what makes me adore you so much & that’s prolly how our friendship even kicked off. You don’t need to explain anything to strangers cause they will never get it.
I want you to shine even more than usual cause you’re so brave. Be proud of yourself cause i am proud of you. Don’t be wavered by external factors cause your heart is so much stronger to overcome all of them.
& i’m waiting to rock & sing Always and I’ll be there for you with you. Let your hair down, go crazy, laugh out loud.
You’ll still be my dear Jayne Ang (:

Thank you for pulling me out & salvage us.
I love you, just so you know.

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you
-Bon Jovi; I’ll be there for you

It’s time

Hey bitch, i’m gonna see you tmr!

You there, another bitch, i miss you so bad.

Wednesday is finally here (:
It’s time.

You give (me) up too easily..

Sometimes, it’s easier to say that you’re fine instead of having to explain all the reasons why you’re not.

I’m trying real hard not to procrastinate anymore but i failed..

I’m trying to find the best word but no word fits.
I think i’m feeling your pain.
I thought i got it but i was wrong.

I’m so tired, i’m giving in.

 

Be patient

REPORTS. REPORTS. REPORTS.
DATASHEETS. DATASHEETS. DATASHEETS.
REVISION. REVISION. REVISION.

These freaking work loads are indeed killers.
Isn’t Stage A meant to be easier?!?! Goodness.

As much as i don’t want week 6 to arrive, i’m looking forward to Wednesday & maybe Thursday.
I might just explode while undergoing MRI scan.
(The patient lies inside a large, cylinder-shaped magnet. Radio waves 10,000 to 30,000 times stronger than the magnetic field of the earth are then sent through the body. This affects the body’s atoms, forcing the nuclei into a different position.)
I’ve got the urge to decline the scan if i ever need to get one! Haha, radiowaves ain’t as bad as X-ray though.

: D

I know how much the punk kid wannabe wanna turn around & i saw the expression of the indian man.
But i don’t care.