When time and space are through, I’ll be found in you

Girl, you don’t need to wait for it to be given. Get it yourself.

To fix a rumination is like untangling the tangled strings of my pendulum.
When you are on the verge of cutting the strings to save the trouble, put it aside & go for a run.

I went for my night jog after so long. Yea, i needed to run.
Run, to burn off the Prata from this morning, the buffet catering this afternoon for Jervelle’s a month old && all the junk food i ate on Friday night.
Run, to runaway from my revision for a moment.
Run, to empty my thoughts (:
Run, to BPP to get my hair mask. & an additional daisy i think can cheer me on.

All of a sudden, i miss midnight-swim again. Like MIDNIGHT.
Yell at the top of your lungs for the hollow ball & the splosh of the pool were all you need to know that, you’re enjoying.

& when you wonder why you smile in your sleep, this could be the answer to it.

& i swear i can watch her forever

Brooke Fraser- Shadowfeet:

Walking, stumbling
On these shadowfeet
Toward home, a land that I’ve never seen

I am changing
Less and less asleep
Made of different stuff than when I began

And I have sensed it all along
Fast approaching is the day

[Chorus]
When the world has fallen out from under me
I’ll be found in you, still standin’
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you

There’s distraction
Buzzing in my head
Saying in the shadows it’s easier to stay

But I’ve heard rumours
Of true reality
Whispers of a well-lit way

When the world has fallen out from under me
I’ll be found in you, still standin’
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you

You make all things new
You make all things new
You make all things new
You make all things
You make all things

When the world has fallen out from under me
I’ll be found in you, still standin’
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you

When the world has fallen out from under me
I’ll be found in you, still standin’
Every fear and accusation under my feet
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you
When time and space are through
I’ll be found in you

Eventually, it’s up to me.
Yes i know.

Someday, i’m gonna be human torch.

This is the shuttle train to the top of the world

Yeah! Went to Dempsey B&J’s with FAT & we had a hand packed Cho.co.late chip cookie dough & Strawberry cheesecake.
& i swear i could have finished another pint if i didn’t resist that crazy temptation (:

I’ve been thinking what i wanted to post for the past hour & i still have no clue. So i think i will stop here.

Hanson- Broken angel:

So small and yet still so proud
At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds
A high flyer’s what I want to be
Seems they won’t let me
Says I’m too small
I don’t feel small at all

Break my dreams
That’s what they’ll do
Well I’m going to run away and learn to fly like you
I’m going to go so high and swoop so low
You can’t bring me down
Going be so proud

Little angel you’ve got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight

Push and shove then climb aboard
This is the shuttle train to the top of the world
When you look around what do you see
These are all high flyers but none of these high flyers look like me

What is that supposed to mean
What am I supposed to be

I pull my way up through this crowd
To find your body crushed on the ground
It’s so obvious
Why couldn’t you see
That you can’t go high flying
Without a pair of high flyer wings

Little one’s broken
Lying on the ground
Trying to get up ’til his last breath’s out
Wings are strewn everywhere
There’s blood all around ’cause even angels die but that light just fades
It’s so sad but he’d be so proud

Broken angel you’ve got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Broken angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Get up and earn your wings
Earn your wings tonight

Don’t wake me cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon

Aye, i feel fucked up.

Yes, we won Teck ghee but i didn’t play.
Not ashamed to admit. Too much pride to accept being benched, but i didn’t really mind cause i finally realized it’s a team thing. & maybe i cared too much about how others will think about this benchwarmer but the matter is, who cares in the first place?

I know i wasn’t prepared, i know my confidence level was at the pit bottom. I know it all cause Jieying, you told me all. Ain’t those player that will shine but sure those player that can work hard to make things worthwhile.

Jieying, i’ve registered everything you said & give me time. (:
Cause you know i know i’m not that weak.

& please, stop it. I can fall on my knees & beg you to stop. I know what i am doing.

Thriving Ivory- Angels on the moon:

Do you dream, that the world will know your name
So tell me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I’m alive
To know I’m alive

Don’t tell me if I’m dying, cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me do you believe?
Do you know, that everyday’s the first of the rest of your life

Don’t tell me if I’m dying, cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother’s love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us

Don’t tell me if I’m dying, cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one’s left to take your side
But don’t tell me where the road ends, cause I just don’t wanna know, No I don’t wanna know

Don’t tell me if I’m dying
Don’t tell me if I’m dying
Don’t tell me if I’m dying

Dig a hole out of the dungeon

Amazing as a song can bring back so many emotions that you thought have long gone. & the whiff of something can do the recollection pretty well too.

In everyone’s life, there will be a stronghold or a nightmare they never seem to be able to get rid of. The process is dreading, exhausting & crazily emotional wrecking.
In the day, you behave like everyone else but when night falls, you drift into your own dungeon. While waiting for someone to save you, you’ve forgotten you are the only one who holds the key.
The sentinels are mocking you for giving up, but promise yourself you will kick some asses aft you free yourself.

I’m a prisoner of my own thoughts & satan is making use of it all the time but i guess it’s time for his fun to stop & my God to reign again.

98 degrees- Why:

Oh, tell me why
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard to just be friends with you
Everytime you heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me

Now tell me why
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up just being friends?

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you’ll really love
‘Cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool, girl
I’m to say
If I’m always scared
I’ll lose you anyway

Somehow, somewhere
I’ve got to choose
No matter if it’s win or lose

Now tell me why
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up just being friends?

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you can be the woman in white

Now tell me why
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up just being friends?

Now tell me why
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up just being friends?

I’m your biggest fan

I came to the light that you don’t need to show that you care all the time cause at times, it doesn’t pay off.

our love’s the perfect crime

Baby, till i know how big the universe is. I would want to fly to another Earth to stay with you. The pandemonium never ends but at least i know i’ll be safe when i’m with you. I guess we’ve been through more than enough.
I got mad over the phone but you never failed to simmer me down with everything you are.

The all american rejects- I wanna:
I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It’s me for you

Tonight you can’t imagine that I’m by your side
’cause it’s never gonna be the truth
so far for you

But can you hear me say
Don’t throw me away
there’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love’s the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you’ll break
and I give my life away so far to you

Can you hear me say
don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday, but all I have is time
Our love’s the perfect crime

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Bridge:

Tonight I’m weak
It’s just another day without you
That I can’t sleep
I give it away, away all for you too
Hear me say, don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you

makes me wanna run home

I’m like a car wreck. oh finally.

That maybe we are isn’t so much about what we do, but rather what we’re capable of when we least expect it- Jodi picoult, My sister’s keeper

Kids in glass houses- Give me what i want:

We take three steps forward and three steps back,
She said i don’t like the way your dressed,
So then four words later, she takes four back,
She said i dont like the way your trying,

Your best to, impress you when,
Everything you do,
Makes me wanna run home,
Will you get me going home,
Will you get me going home,
Home,

[chorus]
Give me what i want, Give me what i want, Give me what i want,
Give me, what i want, want,
Give me what i want, Give me what i want, Give me what i want,
Give me, what i want, want,

Glass half empty glass half full,
I’d say you’ve got some catching up to do,
Your glass half empty glass half full,
I’d say you’ve got some catching up to do,

Best to impress you when,
Everything you do,
Makes me wanna run home,
Will you get me going home,
Will you get me going home,
Home,

[chorus]
Give me what i want, Give me what i want, Give me what i want,
Give me, what i want, want,
Give me what i want, Give me what i want, Give me what i want,
Give me, what i want, want,

What is it you want me to know?
I give up on you,
What is it you want me to know?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
What is it you want me to know?
I give up on you,
What is it you want me to know?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,

Give me what i want,
Give me what i want,
Give me what i,
Want, want, want, want,
Give me what i want,
Give me what i want,
Give me what i want,
Give me, What i want, want, want.