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Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking

we could be more than just amazing

I have a million questions in my mind screaming for an answer
Another million fears holding captive of me
This shouldn’t be the case..

All american- rejects- Move along:

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking

When you fall everyone sins

Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking

With the life held in your

Hands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

Move along

So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely

Could be a night when your life ends

Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving

All the pain held in your

Hands are shaking cold

Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

Move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along

Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

Right back what is wrong

We move along

parts & parcels

Cliche it may be, but there’s no way to deny the fact that you really become stronger once you get out of some trials.
C’mon & burst the bubbles if you think that things will go your way forever, i’ve had enough of it for now.
But i guess i’m beginning to see things with a clearer vision, my Lord will never put me under situations that are beyond what i can take & He definitely will NEVER leave me, to see me die.

There are times i refused/forgot to give thanks when nothing seems right in my life but the fact that i am still alive & kicking ass is a reason for me to be thankful of.

& the fact that great companions are given to someone undeserving like me is nothing but God’s grace.

If reality permits, i’d want to have our cottages side-by-side

I miss you guys like HEAVEN.
HARIZ, I MISS YOU! CAN YOU SEE?!?!

One night, once crazy night

Kill me, if you can (: YOU SPASTIC!

While David goes to Adullam, i go to church (:

I want to be the last you see for the night & the first you see in the morning again.

I’m Thankful luh (:

& very grateful for a sister who loves me whether no matter how ugly i look. HAHA

Lesley Roy- Unbeautiful:
Don’t hang up
Can we talk
So confused
It’s like I’m lost
What went wrong
What made you go
Don’t pretend you don’t know
This is me
I’m unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart
Or did you lie
From the start
When you said
It’s only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
We’re unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

I’ve been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that’s true
I’m stuck in time
I’m stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz I’m only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we’re much better
All together
Can’t let go

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Make me unbeautiful

a million little pieces

Happy Belated birthday to JAYNE  & LYNN!

Heartwarming ttm

& poor Jinyong’s suffering from stroke

My birthday Jayne

& my dear pretty Lynn who almost spoiled Xinyu’s & my camera.

( XINYUM, I WANT PICTURES!!!)

Happy Valentine’s (:

3 consecutive days to One fullerton with my loves, next one will be with Naiy!
& i know best friend/Hariz/Sclub are saying that i’ve forgotten them!

Every single one of you..

Disappointments are  inevitable in lives, no one has the power to skip this part.
I’ve alr lost count of the times i was left disappointed & almost despondent.

It all started with hope in man, you expected but nothing happened.
You anticipated but you were welcomed by disgruntlement. Anger struck you next & when you harvest it, it becomes a monster in you which swallows you up.

& then you reach this extent that you don’t feel like caring at all, you lost all your hope & excitement.
It’s a shame if rescue team doesn’t reach in time to salvage this.
Don’t let it fall, we have our plans that have yet to be fulfilled. Everyone has a part to play, play it well then.

Darlings, those were the days

that i’m willing to die for over & over & over again, just to get them back.

Please don’t give up, everyone deserves a second chance.

Isn’t this just another trivial matter as compared to what we have been through?

& just in case i haven’t say this to you girls, I LOVE YOU.
Every single one of you..

My best friend

It’s my BEST FRIEND’S BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There’s nothing i can say about this friendship cause it’s really God-given.
He is always there, well, 9/10 times he’s there when i needed someone to vent my anger on, to break the latest news to, & to share my pain & sorrow. He’s the one whom i’m really really really rude to but he never mind.
He’s the only one who heard ME screamed like a girl!
He advised me & respects whatever decision i make whether it’s right or wrong ( he will be there when i’ve burnt myself).

I’ve got no doubt why people always suspect that he is my amour. YA, my best friend used to like me but that was FIVE years ago.
Whenever he rejects a girl, the girl would have my name on her voodoo doll. HAHAHA.
Our friendship has gone beyond BGR, don’t get me wrong, but we just talk about everything under the sun. We know what each other wants to say before the words can be uttered.

I just thank God for this best friend – Lim Weiquan

& Candy, you better don’t be jealous! You know where you stand too (:

Please ignore the guy in white

He is darn spastic,

& he is an asshole, but that makes me one too (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND!!!

Temptation alone is not sin, until you put it into action.

Look to the front, make a 360 degrees turn in the middle of the traffic.
What do you see?

I have every reason to turn bad & to fall into iniquity.
Temptations are almost everywhere.

It’s SO EASY to obtain these things.

Cigarettes? Ha. What is a stick of cigarette to a poly student? Walk out of the school, you will be welcomed with open arms by the puffs of smoke.
Turning 18 in a few months’ time, legal age to purchase cigarette.
& i doubt my brothers will even realize if a stick or two is gone from their box.
But, I HATE IT. The smoke chokes & it stinks to the max.

Tattoos? I love tattoos, always wanted a star on me. & tattoos appeal to me like how cigarettes may seem cool to some. & again, what is age limit? Friends of mine own them, just need their help in bringing me into the ink studio & that’s it.
But i wasn’t born to bare any marks on me, so i shouldn’t change the fact.

Piercings. Rebellious enough to defy my parents and had my ears pierced 10 times in total by the age of 13, i’m not bragging. (:
& urge to have an eyebrow piercing was almost irresistible.
I would be made a Hindu to take part in Kavadi if those piercings are necessary.

Alcohol. I can be a bartender at home. Haha. I do drink, i drink not to ease sorrow but i drink for the occasions.

So, without God, without a sister who is constantly feeding me with the ethics, without good & trustworthy friends,  i guess i would be lying on the floor beside the rubbish chute at the alley of a club right now.

I’m just thankful that i’m not trying too hard to be someone i’m not, cause sacrifices have to be made & i’ll never sacrifice God, family & friends for this beer & skittles which are transient.
That’s why if you think i’m a boring person. I AM INDEED A VERY LACKLUSTRE PERSON

Thank You

Thank you Lord,
for everything (:

Abandon all i am to have You capture me again

Did You rise the sun for me or paint a million stars, that i might know Your majesty.

Count your blessings, they are everywhere.
Ytd was a blessing,
Today is a blessing,
The moment i open my eyes tmr  & breathe in the morning air, it’s a blessing.

Blessings for today:

1. I could open my eyes, knowing that i didn’t die in my sleep (HAHA)
2. Woke up late but wasn’t late at all,
3. Seeing my dear friends & knowing that they are happy for good things that are happening to me,
4. Able to have lunch with candy,
5. Bumped into Cheryl which saved the extra trip that would be make to BPP,
6. My indecipherable bond got in SAJC & she couldn’t wait to meet me, & tgt with TAN ZHEN ZHI & man, she totally invaded my privacy to the max!
7. Dinner with bro,
8. Able to post this entry & announce how good God is.
9. Thankful for the “Counting Blessings” chat with Cheryl

Everyday is a blessing
When you complain about something, it’s because you HAVE THAT something to complain about.