FOOYOOO!

Okay, you people are seriously so realistic. My stats showed that the view rate for last night hit one of the highest for this month, & i know the credits go to Michael wong! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahaha, it’s alright. Cause it’s the ugly side of him you see. Hohoho!

Alright, a new year is arriving in an hour’s time.
I will review it when the year changes from 2008 to 2009. So it’s 49 mins from now (:

& i bought lots of things today! I can’t believe it either cause i said i wouldn’t want to spend but it’s totally not true.
I’m really excited!

So i can shine with my own light

Who cares the count down, i should listen to best friend & spend tmr with my family (:
Fixed: Town tmr with MICHAEL WONG & the rest except Peizhen & Debra.
& seriously, MW is the first man whom i think is super gossipy. He doesn’t behave like his age, it’s true that he’s 29 but he behaves like an 18 year old. Trying to fit into our discussions, gosh! ACT YOUNG ONLY.
He’s gonna skin me alive if he sees this! HAHA

xinyu, what’s with your eyes?

He indeed gave up his image for us ALOT.

To be nice, just one picture that he looked GOOD in.

No, i’m definitely not ready.

3 doors down- Let me be myself:
I guess i just got lost being someone else,
I tried to kill the pain
But nothing ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hoping to come back around
and find myself some day

Lately I’m so tired of waiting for you
To say that it’s OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

Would you Let Me Be Myself
Coz I’ll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I’ll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It’s time to make my way
Into the world i knew
And take back all of these times
That I gave in to you

Lately I’m so tired of waiting for you
To say that it’s OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don’t mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

That’s all i ever wanted from this world
Was to let me be me..

Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself
Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don’t mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

No, not even once.

Hahaha! Whoever tried to unlock the password, please try harder. Some smart cookie like WONG XUELI sure can come up with ridiculous attempts right?!?

I can’t wait for the new year to come, though it’s only 2 days away, i can’t wait any longer. This year is a tough year, for me at least.

These few days are meant for reminiscence.
I really don’t need anything fanciful. (:

I may have failed Him a centillion times, but He’s not gonna & never will fail me,
not even once.

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Time flies

There should be a lot more to be discussed about.
Like what Yunye said, everyone has changed.
Environment can change one completely..

Just one..

I’ve got a million reasons to run,
i’ve got a billion reasons to refrain,
i’ve got a trillion reasons to reflect,
but i’ve only got one reason behind all these,
& that’s you.

shut the hell up

Having fun, aren’t you?

I despise myself

I’m like your marionette, i seem to be at the back of your call.
You’re like my narcotic but apparently you don’t relieve pain, you induce it.

It may not be long but it’s so draggy.
It may well be as upfront & simple but i chose another perception. Darn me.
It may carry no other meanings but only my imaginations’ running wild.

I despise myself for not being firm enough
I despise myself at the thought of you.
I despise myself when i never failed to smile over our conversations
I despise myself when i’m checking constantly
I despise myself of mentioning your name
I despise myself at the way i melt upon seeing that titter of yours..
I despise myself for this pile of crap

Lord, life hasn’t been good without You.
I know it’s wrong, but i can’t help it

You’re the only thing i like about me

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

12.54am-
Jieying hugging my patrick, Xinyu’s watching an unknown hong kong drama.
Both of them arguing on which channel to watch. & Jieying never failed to bring up “I ask Edward to bite you, Edward wants to quench his thirst.”

She has been EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD now & then.. I want to die man.

Staind- Still tangled up in you:
You’re My World
The Shelter From The Rain
You’re The Pills
That Take Away My Pain
You’re The Light
That Helps Me Find My Way
You’re The Words
When I Have Nothing To Say

And In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I am
Still Tangled Up In You
I’m Still Tangled Up In You
Still Tangled Up In You

You’re The Fire
That Warms Me When I’m Cold
You’re The Hand
I Have To Hold As I Grow Old
You’re The Shore
When I am Lost At Sea
You’re The Only Thing
That I Like About Me

And In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I am
Still Tangled Up In You
I’m Still Tangled Up In You

How Long Has It Been
Since This Storyline Began
And I Hope It Never Ends
And Goes Like This Forever

In This World
Where Nothing Else Is True
Here I am
Still Tangled Up In You
Tangled Up In You
I’m Still Tangled Up In You
Still Tangled Up In You

my babies

Just done penning my thoughts for the Christmas gifts for the lovely ones.
Nothing but gratitude & joy.

Hello my babies

My sexy voice

This is to show how much she has slimmed down alright! HAHAHAHA SUMO CHONG!

I’m so sick of this masculine & sexy voice of mine.
It’s kinda interesting at first but it’s a little disgusting now. Hahaha
I DON’T WANT TO TALK ALR LA!!

Mini-friendly with the juniors in the morning.
Then town to meet NAIY for twilight!!
Go to the name Naiy. under ‘The associates’ if you want to know more about the movie.
& Hornets training in the evening! Everything was fine cept the bloody phlegm & muscus! UGH!!!! My tongue was as dry as Sahara desert, it’s horrible man~

OKAY, CHONG JIEYING WANTS ME TO DECLARE THAT SHE’S CUTE! SHE SAID SHE’S DYING & SHE WANTS A VAMPIRE TO COME & BITE HER SO SHE CAN BECOME A VAMPIRE TOO!
Vampires out there, please sharpen your fangs first before biting her alright! It’s gonna be a longggggggggggggggggggggggggg way before you reach her pulse!