running back to you

I’m really looking forward to the arrival of 25th Dec!!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!
Love the companies, love the atmosphere, love the dinner, love the gift-exchanging moments, just love love love it

& i don’t know who am i going to celebrate this day with, though actual day will be spend with my family.
Team mates, Sclubbers, Saints, churchmates, Ds? Perhaps the Christmas week will be split for these awesome people (: I CAN’T WAIT!!!!!!
But i need to crack my brain on what to prepare for them!!
Cookies, rose in a bottle, test tubes, ???
& i don’t know what to get for my mortal!!! Gosh~

Hariz, when are you going to bring me to Mt Faber luh hur?!? I don’t need you to spend the time with me once we are up there, i would rather be alone. HAHAHA!!
Yuhong, i haven’t talk to you for so long again. Please take care & don’t overwork. Looking forward to Church campppppppppppppppppppp!!!
Jieying, w/o you, there’s nobody to nag at me luh! & try to enjoy your days in Australia though i know you wish we were there..
Naiy, you know i can’t wait to meet up with you guys after our papers!!!!

I’m feeling kinda nostalgic all of a sudden again.
i miss the dinners i had with team,
i miss birthday celebrations,
i miss Chalet with team/Ger,
i miss receiving the medals for National top 4,
i miss singing Collide with team,
i miss Thailand/Malaysia trips,

i miss chilling out with Cheryl & co at Holland V Star,
i miss talking to you Nellyn,
i miss God,

i miss Aston Grill & Selegie tau huay with Ds,
i miss Yihong’s birthday chalet,

i miss Starbucks every saturday with Sclubbers,

i miss OG16,

i miss htht with Zhiling under my block,

i miss Valentines,
i miss going to West coast park with you,
i miss long bus rides with you,
i miss perfumes,
i miss lying on Esplanade roof terrace counting stars,
i miss Sentosa,
i miss the thoughts of you utilizing every drop of brain juice to make me happy,
i miss Night Safari,
i miss Airport,
i miss watching fireworks,

Memories come flooding in, i couldn’t shut the dam. But i like the way these paramountcies bringing the smiles back.
God didn’t give me a bank account of few millions dollars, a pretty face, or anything that the world is running after, but He certainly has given me so much more

Hey there, i know exactly how many people have been telling me that they want very much to see us being tgt again. I wish to see this coming one day, one very fine day.
But as time passes, i don’t really yearn for this so much anymore. Maybe my thinking is transforming each & every day, perhaps same goes to you.
Maybe i know i really can’t give you as much as she is giving, maybe i know you are doing perfectly fine w/o me, maybe i know you deserve much better, maybe i’ve let go alr, maybe i’m not worthy for you anymore, maybe you’re not the one i knew anymore, maybe i don’t see it coming all along, maybe i don’t dare to think about it anymore, maybe you don’t even think of me anymore.
I’ve been telling them that i never wish to force things, maybe one day you will be back, maybe you won’t. But all i need to know is that maybe you & i both are doing well.
& every night after a day full of diversions, it’s the deep side of me whom you know is running back to you.

children

Limbang Mac today with Xinyu to study.
&& i would say today is the most productive day so far, cause had been TRYING to revise AE&E & i would get so frustrated that i totally have got no more patience for other revisions.
Limbang’s really vacant & kinda quiet, plus a good spot at the corner just made everything so much easier for me. 
But the pondering over ytd’s game managed to steal my concentration away. Thank God that Xinyu was there to give a few pieces of comfort advice (:

Received a call from Jonathan Ng at around 6pm, telling me that he wants to go to Starbucks tonight to STUDY. OMGOSH~ Fancy an 8 year old telling me this..
& Xinyu could not agree more that he has been influenced by me. Hahaha

The scene of Karin running out of the room to cry after being called a Fatso by Jonathan was indeed hilarious. It ain’t too bad to have these imps around at times.

& man~ it’s a day full of junk food. Subway cookie in the morning, Mango snow ice & rice dumplings in the afternoon, Donut factory from Sis-in-law for now maybe Starbucks for supper. Whooo..

As much as i hate it

Haha, it still seems like nothing has get into my head after some revisions.
I was pressuring myself too much & now i’m taking it too lightly. Wth.

Down to One Fullerton Star to STUDY with YAWEN, XUELI & BARBARA KONG.
Hahaha, i don’t need to elaborate how did it go luh.

So Jieying’s coming to SP for lunch with Xinyu & i. I don’t know when will be the next time i’m seeing her.
I’m gonna miss you la! Even if you’re not my angel. Hahaha!
&& you better get something back from Canberra for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Hahaha, i just find it really foxtrot-ing retarded.
As much as i hate it. It’s gonna be fine.

Saving Abel- 18 days:

Its been 18 days
Since I’d look at myself
I don’t wanna have to change
If I don’t then no one will
Is it my state of mind
Or is it just everything else
I don’t wanna have to be here
I don’t understand it now

Cause its been 18 days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I’m trying hard to re-arrange
Some say its the hardest thing to do
But that’s another 18 days
Without you

Time after time
I’ve been through this
You show me what it means to live
You give me hope when I was hopeless
As my days fade to night
I remember that state of mind
I’m soaring straight into your heart
And I’ll fly high

Cause it’s been 18 days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I’m trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it’s the hardest thing to do
But that’s another 18 days
Without you

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end
But I’ll fight this time
Just so that we might
Have a chance at this

Cause it’s been 18 days
Since I’d look at myself
I don’t wanna have to change
If I don’t then no one will

Cause its been too many days
Since I first held you
But to me it feels just like
It feel like a lifetime
I’m trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it’s the hardest thing to do
But that’s just too many days without you

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end
But I’ll fight this time
Just so that we might
Have a chance at this…

i don’t wish to let go anymore

Hello ,i hear you knocking on the door, i’m welcoming you back & i don’t wish to let go anymore

I’m not going to school tmr cause lessons are cancelled & i’m gonna skip GEMS for the very last time! Hahaha.

So training earlier on was the best so far. Cause partly i know most of them alr, & coach corrected me on my shooting which he pointed out that i’m holding the ball like a NBA player which is the reason why i couldn’t shoot a strong 3 pointers due to very weak release.
&& things definitely get much easier with a topping of Passion. The credits go to those whom i went Sentosa with

Overall, things were good except the piling stress of MST is getting nearer each & every day.

Angel angel

I seriously think that she’s my Angel AGAIN!!

But this creature keep claiming that she’s my ANGEL!!

No Jieying, my instincts told me you’re definitely not my angel!! Cause you don’t look like my angel, you don’t behave like my angel & you you you you you just simply can’t be my angel!!! HAHAHAHA
Blackie is always my angel, nothing can change that fact

& Jieying, if you really are my angel, you better get some stars back from Perth for me!
YES! I WANT STARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

So who’s who?

I REALLY NEED THEM

I’m feeling refreshed after the shower & that crazy struggling with the stupid lizard.

Okay, Debra didn’t go with us but Peizhen managed to meet us after Sentosa (:
& glad that Weather Forecast isn’t that accurate all the time. It drizzled a lil, then poured heavily after we left Sentosa
We played ball, Frisbee, tanned, talked & laughed about what happened when we were young.
I’ve got this urge to play ball after what Blackie has told me & that the passion may be on its way back to me.

So, saw Yunye & friends at Superdog.
Boy, where’s _____?!?!? HAHAHA!!

Then rushed down to The Chevrons for wedding dinner.
I felt like a runaway bride when i was pacing up the steps of the overhead bridge. Glad that i was still in my slippers & not HEELS!

So everyone thought i was alr drunk before i stepped into the ballroom.
& thanks to my sun-burnt face to act as a disguise when i was semi-drunk.
They thought i was drunk when i wasn’t, & they thought i’m fine when i was drunk. Hahaha. Man~

Okay, i must complete this entry before i start my week of mugging this coming week

Start of the day!

Look at her hair, emo

I want more muscles!

That causes the sore on our soles ): but it’s great

Wait for me wait for me! Haha

Nice smile you got there, Jieying

I know she looks like my bf

Xinyu, i didn’t know you have dimple. But is it one in the first place??

Again (:

departure from Beach station~

Chai chai wo shi shui

Yuhong’s small surprise

Her big one

Happy very advance birthday

Hanzi, Helmet, Qwaysock

Face cramp? Hahaha

Nice

I really need them in my life

For the next 3 pictures, please don’t try this at home!

I believe she’s the one behind all these

Once again, nice to see you after so long. & you seriously need a lawnmower

AGAIN!

She’s actually the disciple of Criss Angel & David Blaine!!

She’s trying real hard

& lastly, they don’t really care..

Wedding dinner:

I think daddy had gulped down more of that before i arrived..

Joven

Karin

Now you see the difference

Like mother, like daughter

Smile la Ah bu!

Okay, shall end with this siao char bor

Night people

Bruises bruises bruises

Hello people, to clear your wrong notion that the bruises on my knees are due to my clumsiness of falling down, i’m declaring that i’ve got that 2 disgusting & the tormenting contusions due to a fall during the match on friday!! I tripped over the person feet & fell!
Hahaha! I’m old enough to walk my way well.

But that 2 bruises really are giving me a hell of a day. Every slight action made just trigger the pain. SHUCKS LA!

3 years of defeat. 1 year of glory

HAHAHAHA! So these are pictures taken during our trips to Sentosa as a team/part of the team for these 4-5 years.

Yuhong, look how you & i have changed.
I swear i never want to see Blackie with that hair anymore.
Xinyu, your hair has never change for 17 years but least i see some progress.
Jieying, can you see how ROUND you were????
Peizhen, please let your hair grow like now!!
Debra, please don’t go on your extreme diet anymore! Just let your baby feed you as much as she wants!
Okay, for your info, Lynn never allowed us to take pictures of her. Just need to know she has changed alot too.

3 years of defeat. 1 year of glory
You are the ones make things worthwhile

maybe, just maybe

I survived today but not my knees.
& as usual, didn’t play well. I don’t know when was the last time i really played like i was playing basketball.. Maybe sec 3 during Malaysia trip?
Haha. That’s really sad. & it’s made worse by a gush of dizziness occurred due to loss of electrolytes again .

Thanks for the time spared talking to me on the phone people. I’m better (:

I don’t know why but i’m excited for church tmr. Perhaps something is awaiting me to embrace it?
Yuhong, please talk to me. & you will see me smiling most probably

&&&& I’M GOING SENTOSA WITH DUNEARN MATES THIS SUNDAY!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! WHAT’S MORE, DEBRA LIM CHING FENG IS GOING!!!!!!!!!! I can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait.

Other than that, there’s nothing i’m looking forward to.

Oh yea, THANKS BARBARA KONG for suggesting to walk me home if not the others would not even do so alright!
Hahaha, they are sure good at activating the laughing bugs.

GO VEGGIE WITH STYLE

I’m letting my mind to get a breather right now, so as to ensure it will produce more productive, stronger & clearer arguments for CRS.
Haha, obviously i’m skiving luh.. But man, i really need a break! I actually confused Reasons with Evidence- Dumb me!!
But much appreciation & gratitude to Priscilla who made things SO MUCH CLEARER for me.
Let me rant a lil here to get the clutters off my head & enable a better concentration.

So today’s GEMS was on Astronomy (like a finally)!! Enjoyed it so much more than calendars -.-

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ I apologized to this sudden end once again for my mind is lingering around the paper with GO VEGGIE WITH STYLE written on it in front of me.
If you haven’t seen a post for days, don’t blame me cause i’m really occupied this week or maybe next, as well.

Sleep well.