i was such a fool

Made a mistake when i let you go baby

OMGOSH OMGOSH OMGOSH! I’M SO EXCITED CAUSE BLADE TRINITY IS SHOWING IN HALF AN HOUR’S TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, just in case you don’t know, i’m an u’ber vampire maniac. HAHA! Alright, not to the extent la!
But i love love love anything & everything about vampire, please don’t suspect me to be sent by devil or something. I just think vampires are extremely cool, cold-blooded yet sentimental
So no doubt, i’m gonna get Stephanie meyer’s books (though they’re published long long ago).

& OMGOSH OMGOSH OMGOSH!!! I BORROWED 3 BOOKS TODAY! One on vampire(YUP!), the other 2 are full of actions & mystery! You must be thinking that i’m not gonna read it, but hey! I might just prove you wrong! *GRIN

My upcoming week:

Monday- Movie 4bia with mini SCLUB, dinner with sis!
Tuesday- East coast park with papa&mama, then Geylang with them & sis for porridge!
Wednesday-???
Thursday-Island creamery with my beautifuls?
Friday-???

Nsync- I drive myself crazy:
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn’t know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I’m without you
How I’m missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool
I couldn’t see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I’m left
With all this pain
I’ve only got myself to blame

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

Why didn’t I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn’t show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

oohhhhhh….la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy’
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala…oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy…yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do

Should you..

Something sis shared with me when i complained.

Should you find yourself at a loss & pondering what is life all about,asking what is my purpose?
Be thankful. There are those who didn’t live long enough to get the opportunity.

I just want to cry in front of you

HELLO ALL! I’m really exhausted now but i die die also must finish posting this!
Went to HCJC before going back to Dunearn to get a feel back of those good old days & pay a visit to our respected & lovely teachers!!

& Changi airport with Jieying, Zhenzhi, Xinyu, Joel & Joash! Seriously dude, i’m so glad that you went with us. Though it’s just a 15 mins thing at the airport, but the 58 mins journey made me realised that you are still the old you despite the changes in your appearance; least you are still the same inside
I’m guilty for having all the conceptions & assumptions that you’ve become one of those stereotypes. My bad, Joash. Really elated that you went.

Yup, after that doolally catch up with them, Joel & i headed back to meet SCLUB. & part of the reasons of me being so tired is cause i laughed too much- WAY TOO MUCH ( but that’s a good thing)

Pictures will take over the talking now:

De Ji pte ltd

M for MONSTER, NOT MICHAEL

Hello my dears

The pretty sunflower the HC “guy ‘gave me

Yup, that’s Mw you see there & some dumb dumb trying to steal the limelight (from us).

This is the real deal!

You won’t find peace wherever we are

My irreplaceable & getting-more-&-more-emo Blackie!

Jieying & MOJOJOJO

That above msg is meant for you dude(:

Hello Siew! Hello Victoria (:

The MUJI mates!

Miss lim sure loves that tee like how she loves us (:

Bonjour Sheerfate

ELAINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Miss Fizah Mr BEHandsome!

oh whatever~ MR KAAN!!!!!!!!!! S.H.E & miss Sharon Tai

JAW CRAMP!! SPOILER I KNOW!!! ):

The HC “guy ” who gave me that pretty sunflower (:

Our dear pillars!

Scandalous?!

IDOL (:

Long time no see

5 years friendship, still going strong (:

One step at a time

Me: My flight is here! ( pointed to the London slot)
Joel: No la, this this this ( pointed to New Delhi)

They will never end their moley moley thing

He seriously deserves the Oscar award!!!

Hey beautifuls (:

That’s it! Spent 2 hours on this post. Finally done! Phew! Goodnight

Avril Lavigne- Fall to pieces:
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can’t undo
If I had my way
I’d never get over you
Today’s the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don’t wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it
Cuz I’m in Love With you

You’re the only one,
I’d be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I’m in love with you
Cuz i’m in love with you
I’m in love with you
I’m in love with you

Do you think we belong together

Feel up that empty space, would you?

I’m back from jogging & dinner! Went to the park for night jogging with parents & sister
Anw, i’m really anticipating the arrival of tmr! Going back to Dunearn, but going to HCJC before that to pass Coach his pretty “CALL ME MR HUNK” shirt, which means i’m gonna miss Teen titans & Tom & Jerry!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ )’:

But oh well, Teachers’ day only takes place once a year, so i shall not make a fuss bout it.

& went job hunting with Xinyu right after our papers. To our VERY GREAT disappointment, Borders only hire people above 18 years old!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Oh yes, try hiding behind a wall & jump out right before the face of your mama, see what’s her reaction. I just did & mama stared at me before she laughed along! HAHA!

Shannon Noll- Lonely:
Sitting in a hotel miles from nowhere
Thought that this would be my happiness
I look at the phone and pick it up
For the millionth time I put It down again

I know I let you go
And Ive got no right to know

Chorus
Do you ever get lonely, baby
Dont you ever get tired of living that way
Dont you ever wonder whether there a better
life out there
Do you ever think about what we had
And how you’d give anything to get it
back
Do you ever think you’ll never love that
way again
Wondering if only
Do you ever get lonely

I look around the room and wonder
When it was and how my life has changed
Im surrounded by a million so – called
friends
And I dont even know their names, oh no

When all of you love is gone
And you feel like you dont belong
Oh tell me

Chorus

I know that this world has changed us
Now were nothing more than strangers
But do you think about me ever
Do you think we belong together

Chorus
Do you ever get lonely, baby
Dont you ever get tired of living that way
Dont you ever wonder whether theres a better
life out there, yeah
Do you ever think about what we had
and how youd give everything to get it back
Do you ever think youll never love that way
again
Do you ever miss me
Wishing you could kiss me
If only you could hold me
Do you ever get lonely like me

Now I live with the regret

I’ve regretted the happening today 2 years back

A light rain day with a highest temperature of 29°C & lowest of 24°C, Project Runway on Discovery travel & living, the lingering aroma of the mixture of my Dove shampoo & Johnson Baby powder simply make a day almost perfect. But the thoughts of revising/practising for tmr’s final paper CPPB ain’t quite appealing.

This semestral exam indeed impacted me in one way or another by adding this terrible headache to my alr fatigued mind. What the..
Oh well, i can’t do anything but to persevere on! When the clock hits 11.10 am tmr, i will be officially free from this exam FOR NOW. Oh crap~

Westlife- If tomorrow never comes:
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She’s lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she’s my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

‘Cause I’ve lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there’s no second chance
To tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she’s my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you’re thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

You’re in my head like a song on the radio

Wish you were here

Math paper ended 1 hour 27 mins ago. MAN! I am nothing but CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS!!! Boohooo~

Ahhh! Hahaha, & apparently, my body clock has malfunction again! I could not sleep only until 2+ last night? My brain was filled with lots of thoughts!! & i mean LOTSA! SO~ dismounted from my bed & got my IPOD! I’m really thankful for this gadget, besides songs, photos & videos make it even more wonderful!
I watched these videos that never failed to make me laugh over & over & over again, that i tried so hard not to wake my sister up!! & again, scrolled slide by slide of all the pictures i have in it! My smile was hanging there throughout.

OH YES! I only realised that the cake teammates got for me on my birthday actually had “HAPPY MOTHERS DAY” on it!

Memories are the sweetest thing.
No need for another word if you grasp what i meant.

Jordin Sparks- Next to you:
Two ‘o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You’re in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don’t know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it’s just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it’s five in the morning and I can’t go to sleep
‘Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let’s get together and end this mystery, oh

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it’s just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

not so good

ELAINE! Thank you so much for the conversation last night, really really appreciate that little info you’ve given me. It’s really pleasant.

2 papers down, 2 more to go. I need a little push God.

3 Doors down- Here by me:
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

I’d be fine

Hey woah! So this is it? You freakishly hit me right on the spot man! You must be happy hur? Are you rejoicing now? Congratulations! Do you want to pop some champagne?

I now proclaim that i’ve lost the battle that i chose to fight on my own, please take control from here my dear God. Utterly bruised & battered.

Jonas Brothers- A little bit longer:
But they said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I’d be fine
When I thought it’d all be done
When I thought it’d all been said
A little bit longer and I’ll be fine

But you don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone
And you don’t know what it’s like to feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don’t even know, no, no.
You don’t even know.

All this time moves by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I’ll be fine.
Waitin’ on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I’ll be fine
But you don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone
You don’t know what it’s like to feel so low.
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don’t even know, no, no.
You don’t even know, no, no.
You don’t even know, no.

But you don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone.
And you don’t know what it’s like to feel so low, yeah!
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don’t even know!
Yeah!

So I’ll wait ’til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone.
A little bit longer and I’ll be fine.
I’ll be fine

So why am I jaded to get back at you

The promise i gave about the rainbow

Butch walker- Best thing you never had:
Hello how you doing?
What’s it like to ruin all my self esteem
Let me blow off some steam
For 5 years I’ve waited,
So why am I jaded to get back at you
What makes it cool

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can’t like someone who thought
They’re the only one that mattered
I hope that you’re flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

And it seems like a loss somehow
My heart got lost on the way to my head
And my brain cells are dead
And the craziness shows
Now I start to go when the green turns to red
And I should be dead

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can’t like someone who thought
They’re the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you’re flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

Like the toilet seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you weren’t around, how can that be?
Don’t turn this around
You were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad, and I can’t like

Someone who thought
They’re the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you’re flattered
Cause you broke this down
You broke this down
The best thing, the best thing,
The best thing that you never had

:D

You know, it’s really good to know that i have friends that are there to entertain me when my stress level is to the max & it’s those explosive kind of stress. These 2 fellows.. One allowed me to burst into laughter with videos whilst the other simply put on a show via video call! Man, i’m tired due to excessive laughing. Pictures will be my evidence, be patient

Thank you 2, LIM WEIQUAN & HARIZ