you bring out the best in me

Before the clock strikes midnight, i wanna wish my sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!

Thank you jie for EVERYTHING EVERYTHING & EVERYTHING! The never-ending naggings, the stares which surfaced when i reached home late, the complaints of the messy room, the constant reminder of “think of the consequences before you do something”, the support & encouragements, the love & concern that you have given me will be dearly missed when you move into your new flat! ): I’m really glad that you’ve found the man of your life! I’m still that lil girl in your eyes even i’m 17 alr, & you are always the same pretty & lovely sister in my eyes though age is catching up! HAHA!

I love you till the end of time

I’m seriously going on diet alr! Please help me with that!!!!!

Blue- Best in me:
From the moment I met you I just knew you’d be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don’t ever wanna lose this feeling
I don’t wanna spend a moment apart

Chorus:
‘Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you

Every day that I’m here with you
I know that it feels right
And I’ve just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

Chorus…

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

‘Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side
‘Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you
‘Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you

OMGOSH, after a reminder from Weiquan then i realised that i have a private journal that was left untouched for 59846123194651517 months. Reviewing what i’ve posted is simply startling, i was so full of hatred, anger, everything blues & vulgarities!!! Gosh!
Man, that’s pretty scary. But thank God for transforming me to who i am now.

Weiquan: That’s your past! You review your past and look forward for your future!

I’m feeling kinda nostalgic again~

You give me strength so i stand tall

YEAH! One more assessment’s down, RWP presentation is finally over. Great job Jayne & Jinyong. & Jinyong, you gotta take a chill pill man!!

& for the very first time, i wore heels to school. I swear it’s killing me!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* Hahaha. I hate heels, but i’ve got no choice man. Presentation ought to be formal & we speak how we dress!

Thank God i don’t take business! Phew~

Went to Westmall mac with Hariz to meet WEIQUAN! Current Dunearn students are such a disgrace (the juvenile ones).

Behave please.

That 2 fellows have been behaving strangely nowadays. :X

Nonono, the highlight ain’t on me, look at the small face beside my tube pencil case! HAHA

You wanna be on top?

A1-Like a rose:
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLISE

AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I’LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TILL LIFE IS GONE
I’LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR

AND NOW I’VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE’S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG

I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU’LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS

AND NOW I’VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years

Omgosh. I’m worn out again. Frisbee was fun, fun till the extent that i didn’t leave for my astro! Hahaha. Really had a great time. But man! Injuries seemed to be inevitable & arguments arose naturally. Derek, Yangyi & siggy, hope you are fine & take a chill pill man!

& i guess Gil was right, no need to join CCA, just participate in these activities & CCA points will be awarded! AWESOMEST. What’s more, GEMS’ gonna start when sem 2 starts! & i’m spoilt for choices!!!! WHOO~

PLAYED POOL at MOBERLY for 2 hours with Ds. Gosh, shhhhhhhhhhhhh~. Time with them is definitely love.

Sorry, pictures are kinda blur. You know a 3.2 mega pixels can never work as well as an 8 mega pixels one, don’t you?

Yellowcard-Back home:
Don’t know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, “You’ll be all right. What’s on your mind?”
But the water’s shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I’m sure back home they’d love to see it
But they don’t know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I’m not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone’s there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I’m sure back home they’d love to see it
But they don’t know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I’ll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There’s nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in Californ-i-a
I’m sure back home they’d love to see it
But they don’t know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

You’re my wish tonight

CP4006 I&OC 19 Aug 2008 2:00pm – 4:10pm

CP6002 ITM 21 Aug 2008 6:00pm – 8:10pm

MS2126 EMI 25 Aug 2008 6:00pm – 8:10pm

CP5035 CPPB 28 Aug 2008 9:00am – 11:10am

OH CRAP! Look at the time for ITM & EMI! PEKCHEK AR! This is the reason why i got so emo again this morning!!! Some more my tummy has been weak nowadays. Hahaha!
I’m currently complaining about almost everything about/in Singapore to Naiy! Our school fees cost a bomb! So we can’t afford to make any silly mistake!

I’m gonna play Frisbee tmr!! & going for Astronomy too, like finally!!!!! Woohooo!!! STARS STARS STARS!!

Meg & Dia- Nineteen stars:
Don’t tell me you’re done for
Don’t need to hear you’re done for
But you can tell me what you are running from
I need you more than you need you
I can see you’re really really running
Can I ask you where you gonna run to
And you think your really really funny
Well I don’t think your funny as you do

We all feel like we’re breaking sometime
But I won’t give you up tonight

Stay awake, stay awake
Survive
I’ve got nineteen stars that I
Give your name tonight

And I wanna scream, wanna scream your name.
Star light, star bright can save
You’re my wish tonight

Don’t tell me it doesn’t matter
I’ll tell you what matters
Bare feet in the summer
Open windows at night
You think that no one needs you

You don’t have nothing to see through
Well I needed you.
Don’t I count?
Lets fight.

Show me anger
Fierce fists clutching onto air.
Show me anthing.
Just show me you care.

Stay awake, stay awake
Survive
I’ve got nineteen stars that I
Give your name tonight

I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Star light, Star bright can save
You’re my wish tonight

No one can catch me
The way that you catch me
The way that you keep me when I’m out of sight
What if I need you
What if I can’t see you
I’m running out of life

No one can catch me
The way that you catch me
The way that you keep me when I’m out of time
What if I need you
What if I can’t see you
I’m running out of life

Please
Stay awake, stay awake
Survive
I’ve got nineteen stars that I
Give your name tonight

And I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Star light, star bright can save
You’re my wish
You’re my wish my wish
You’re my wish tonight

You know how to appreciate me

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Finally got to catch up with NAI! It was an awesome catch-up, like duh~. Thank you girl for refreshing my memories & making me realised my life in SA wasn’t that bad because of you guys!!!!! Thanks plenty!!! & you know you will get to see pictures here in this post!

The Goh & the Goh.

I love you my supposed-to-be clone.

She wasn’t doing what you’re thinking.

DORA THE EXPLORER is all grown up!!

Thank you for the daisies!

Oh tourists~!

NAINAINAINAINAINAI!!!!!!!!!!!

Reach for the brightest star baby!

Pussycat Dolls- Stickwithu:
I don’t wanna go another day,
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody’s breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That’s why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don’t wanna go another day
So I’m telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain’t nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you’re the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain’t nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I’m singing ’cause you’re so, so into me.
I got you,
We’ll be making love endlessly.
I’m with you (baby, I’m with you)
Baby, you’re with me (Baby, you’re with me)

So don’t you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain’t bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that’s all that counts.
So don’t you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain’t bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that’s why I say

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Yoohooo~ It’s rather rare that i still will be in school at this hour! Just completed parts of the PBL & i’m here having an adrenaline rush with my dear Jayne- Playing CRAZY TAXI!!! & it’s really embarrass to have people crowding behind you watching you “performing”. Hahahaha

Alright, going home soon! Tmr’s the day i’ve been looking forward to!!!!!

Chill Jayne! HAHA.

Boys like girls- Thunder:
Today is a winding road that’s taking me to places that I didn’t want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I’m holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I’m feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there’s a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don’t wanna ever love another
You’ll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don’t know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I’m on my own
I can’t move a muscle and I can’t pick up the phone
I don’t know (I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know)

And now I’m itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don’t wanna ever love another
You’ll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I’m walking on a tightrope
I’m wrapped up in vines
I think we’ll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that’s taking me to places that I didn’t want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don’t wanna ever love another
You’ll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you’re unlike any other?
You’ll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I’ll remember all my life

You are such a sweet heart.

I can’t wait for wednesday to come cause it’ll be the day i meet up with my dearest NAIYING!!!! It’s gonna be One fullerton’s starbucks thing between 2 starbucks lovers!!! Oh NAI, we’re so gonna cam-whore till my camera goes nfienfklxowqmeolfe.

Hey, it’s true that i miss You. Take good care there.

Edwin McCain- I could not ask for more:
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments
I’ll remember all my life
I found all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have’s come true
And right here in this moment is right where I’m meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I’ll remember all my life
I’ve got all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than the love you give me
‘Coz it’s all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes

How i wish this is a mutual solicitude

After a day or two of mood swings & experiencing the fluctuations of my mood, i guess i’m better now! & of course thank God for the constant comfort!

& as i was reading the letter, i couldn’t help but to be filled with astonishment by how deep this person knows me & understands me. He could see my strengths, & he spur me on on that. He knows my flaws but he learned to appreciate for who i am. He knows who i truly am for he said i’m loud but deep at times. I bet no one ever sees this like he did. He knows i love to crave for almost any food, & yes, i’m constantly saying i’m on diet. But that’s me! He saw every imperfections in me, but he turned them all into perfections. I truly learned the meaning of “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder” from him. How could i have let this person go just like that?!? How dumb can i be? It’s a mistake that costs. You made me feel appreciated, thank you.

Teddy geiger- For you i will:
Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That’s what I’d do,
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

For all this time, I’ve been lovin’ you

Sorry people.

Blue- If you come back:
If you come back

For all this time, I’ve been lovin’ you girl, oh yes I have.
Every since the day you left me here alone,
I’ve been trying to find, oh the reason why.

So if I did something wrong please tell me, I wanna understand.
Cos I don’t want this love to ever end.

I swear, If you come back in my life I’ll be there till the end of time, Oh yeah.
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life).
And I swear, I’ll keep you right by my side ‘cos baby you’re the one I want,
Oh yes you are. (Back to me, back to me, back into my life).

I watched you go, takin’ my heart with you, oh yes you did.
And every time I try to reach you on the phone,
Baby you’re never there, girl you’re never home.

So if I did something wrong please tell me, I wanna understand.
‘Cos I don’t want this love to ever end

I swear, if you come back in my life I’ll be there till the end of time, Oh yeah.
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life).
And I swear, I’ll keep you right by my side ‘cos baby you¹re the one I want,
Oh yes you are. (Back to me, back to me, back into my life).

Maybe I didn’t know how to show it. Maybe I didn’t know what to say.
This time I won’t disguise, then we can build our lives and we can be as one.

I swear, if you come back in my life I’ll be there till the end of time, Oh yeah.
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life).
And I swear, I’ll keep you right by my side ‘cos baby you’re the one I want,
Oh yes you are. (Back to me, back to me, Baby come back, I swear).