Where are you standing?

It’s 1.02 in the morning, i just posted 10 hours ago but i have the urge to post again despite the fact that a new day hasn’t really started. Not much things happened in this 10 hours but there’s something that i wanna talk about.

My friends have been caught in something called RELATIONSHIP, & so am i..
Hmmm~ I don’t understand why seriously. At this age, all we care about are BGR, GGR, BBR, friendship, style & maybe a lil of studies? When i know there’s so much more things out there that require our attentions.

Human beings are all selfish, said Jayne. We ain’t in the situations where the poor & lost ones are, we don’t feel the pain, we don’t starve, we don’t cry our eyes out for we’ve lost any of our loved ones, we don’t wear clothes that are dirty & torn, we don’t experience what they are experiencing, we don’t feel what they are feeling & that’s why we occupy ourselves with something that’s not so important when you look at it with the eyes of those who are suffering now.

I know i’m selfish too! No doubt, i indeed am! I’m not ashamed to say it, cause i’m not the only one & i have the guts to admit it

Sorry, i’m digressing. I don’t want to elaborate further, it gets kinda private. Just a paragraph from the book “i kissed dating goodbye” that gave me a really big knock on my head: The world takes us to a silver screen on which flickering images of passion and romance play, and as we watch, the world says, “This is love.” God takes us to the foot of a tree on which a naked and bloodied man hangs and says, “This is love.”

Where are you standing?

Ego trips and stupid slip ups

No idea what’s running through my mind. But i know it’s awful..

“Soul is willing, but body is weak.”

Saving jane- Imperfection:
My hair’s a wreck
Mascara runs
My feet get dirty
And my skin burns in the sun.
My lips they bleed
But I still sing my songs.
Takes me a minute
To admit it when I’m wrong.

Pretty is as pretty does,
But pretty’s not my thing.

This is what you get.
This is who I am.
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand.
If you’re thinking about changing my direction,
Don’t mess with imperfection.

My back is weak,
But my will is true.
Got good intentions
But I never follow through.
I say too much,
And don’t know when to leave.
In case you’re looking,
That’s my heart there on my sleeve.

Ego trips and stupid slip ups,
I’m a mess but

This is what you get.
This is who I am.
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand.
If you’re thinking about changing my direction,
Don’t mess with imperfection.

Scratched and bruised,
A little used,
But baby I work fine.
You might call me
Damaged goods,
But I’m one of a kind.

My hair’s a wreck,
No I’m not perfect
But I’m not the only one.

This is what you get.
This is who I am.
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand.
If you’re thinking about changing my direction,
Don’t mess with imperfection.
This is who I am.
If you’re thinking about changing my direction,
Don’t mess with imperfection

when the day comes, look into my eyes

I’m exhausted, worn out, weary, fatigued, dog-tired, bone-tired, enervated, dead beat & bushwhacked. They carry the same meaning, i just wanna show how exactly i’m feeling..

Training tmr..

I don’t know why, i just don’t want to see you. It kinda irk me, i need more time.

Augustana- Sweet & low:
Anywhere you go, anyone you meet,
Remember that your eyes can be your enemies,
I said, well hell is so close
And heaven’s out of reach
I ain’t giving up quite yet,
I’ve got too much to lose

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, and I’ll carry you home

Rain is gonna fall, the sun is gonna shine,
The wind is gonna blow, the water’s gonna rise
She said, when the day comes, look into my eyes
No one’s giving up quite yet,
We’ve got too much to lose

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down,

And I’ll carry you all the way,
You say you’re fine
But you’re still young, and out of line
All I need is to turn around,
To make it last, to make it count
You’re gonna make the same mistakes
That put my momma in her grave
I don’t wanna be alone

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, and I’ll carry you home

And I close the door

Oh my, i can’t believe i’m gonna see her tmr! Girl, you’re missed by us!!!

Uh-huh! MST’s finally OVER!! Time to let my hair down again! Woohooo~

So started to enjoy by SHOPPING! & tmr, back too Dunearn baby! Gonna see my babies!!!!!

Man, i’m exhausted, i don’t know why!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh~
Nvm the lyric, it means nothing! Haha.

Busted- Over now:
Here we go
Take a bow
Because we’re over now
You were not
There for me
When I needed you and honestly
I think I loved you more
If that’s possible
I think I loved you more

[Chorus:]

It’s over now and I can’t see you
Some things are better left unsaid
And all the promises I made were so stupid
Maybe we’ll be able to be friends
If that’s possible

Two days gone I’m alright
But you can’t sleep at night
What is it you don’t like
Are you happy now
I was playing with your head
And I close the door
I was cheating when I said
I love you more, yeah

[Chorus:]

It’s over now and I can’t see you
Some things are better left unsaid
And all the promises I made were so stupid
Maybe we’ll be able to be friends
If that’s possible

It’s over now and I can’t see you
Some things are better left unsaid
And all the promises I made were so stupid
Maybe we’ll be able to be friends
If that’s possible

If that’s possible
If that’s possible
If that’s possible
It’s over now

but I get the strangest feeling

Hello girl, hope you’re doing fine.

Yea yea yea! Did travel ALL the way down to One fullerton’s with Dearest, Jayne! Frankly speaking, i guess we talked more than we studied. AYE GIRL, YOUR FAULT LA! HAHAHAHAHA! I’M NOT GONNA FORGET THE 2 ______ GUYS! You better go tanning with me next time! HAHA!
& i spent on Face shop, thanks to her…!

YESSA! One more paper to go! Woohooo~

I want to tan! SENTOSA!!!! Man, the heat from the sun, the smell of Banana boat tanning oil && the coarseness of the sand. I’m feeling it!

Dishwalla- Every little thing:
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you’ve gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don’t make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you’ve gone away- you’ve gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don’t give me up
don’t give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

You were never meant, for me.

But I still miss your summer perfume.

I’m so proud to say i managed to refrain myself from getting STARBUCKS earlier on! Cause i know i’ll have the whole afternoon after my I&OC paper tmr which i can travel ALL the way down to One fullerton’s! So had Subway then headed home for my I&OC revision. & i’m glad to say i didn’t screw up my bio paper! BAIK!

& man, this girl never failed to melt my heart. She always makes me smile to myself in front of the desktop/lappy which makes me feel idiotic & always makes me go AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~! & she’s none other than GOH NAIYING!!!
Let me show you:
(Supernova) Sunshine says:
haha, you knw i wanted to call you ystd night, but it was really late, like 12 plus, thats why never call you in the end
Hello beautiful says:
haha
Hello beautiful says:
why?
Hello beautiful says:
tell me how touched you are is it?!
Hello beautiful says:
haha
(Supernova) Sunshine says:
hahahaha, you have always been touching my life (: so that kinda stuff, dont need to say, cos the heart knows, hehe
Hello beautiful says:
HAHA
Hello beautiful says:
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~

You see? Get what i mean?!? Hahahahaha!

Ok, shall not show off too much of my lovely friend.
& like what i had expected, someone will be jealous after reading the previous post. This time round, my Prince charming! MR ITALIANO BOYANESE. Which means i’m gonna write some touching speech for this fella too!

Hello my Prince charming! You know what? You are so not gonna get something nice out of here! HAHA!
1) Stop sweet-talking me please! It won’t work, cause it’s you.
2) Stop calling yourself the handsomest!
3) stop giving me the smirk which i feel like giving you one tight slap all the time
4) Admit the fact that you are like a monster which made your cousin/ niece cried! & she does know how to differentiate cute from ugly!
5) Stop singing as if you are David cook!
6) Stop acting sexy!
7 ) Stop calling yourself Beckham!
Hahahaha, are you happy? Cause i stopped at your fav number 7!!! If not, i’ve got alot more nasty things to add on!

Oh yes! Finally someone dated me for Zohan!! Hahahaha! & Peiqi, YES! WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, i’m off for my dinner! Mommy’s nagging! Whoo~

Daphne loves Derby- Midnight highway:
Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I’ve never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn’t think you’d feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn’s amber red shadows dance.
I miss our midnight rides, on highway 18,
18 is gone.

So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely yours.
Don’t you think it’s obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I’m here.

I’m thinking of your vague reply,
So I can understand,
Why we put this at rest,
Why we forget to,
Say that we were leaving,
And say that we were sorry,
The past remains unspoken,
As this vacant night is dying.

But I still miss your summer perfume.
This cold air brings in such a distance to us,
Such a painful distance.
But I’m still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
So I don’t have too.
Hold on to this burning heart,
This burning heart is getting old,
It’s getting old.
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I’ve realized, I’ve finally realized,
That you were never,
You were never meant, for me.

I’m a flower soaking in the rain

You can’t come by like an angel into my life & then fly away

So i guess someone’s jealous that his name didn’t appear on my previous post? & that’s gonna be Mr best friend!
Well well well.. Let me post about you in this entire post ok?!?

1) Your blogskin is super gay can????
2) STOP claiming that you are my DARLING!!
3) STOP letting your imaginations run wild when i tell you something!
4) STOP advertising me! ( which you have alr done so)
5) STOP reproaching yourself for no reason!
6) STOP saying that you are not a good friend!
7) STOP picking up my calls late at night! Which we can talk for hours that deprived me of my sleep!! HAHA!

HEY man, aren’t you touched??? HAHA! Aren’t you happy?? If you are, you better continue to hunt for my belated birthday present to show your sincerity!!!

I wanna watch WANTED!!! Angelina Jolie!!! My my my!!

Jamie Scott & the town- When will i see your face again:
Here I am, everyday, since you said, you’d come again
But it’s not fair, ’cause you’re not here
I wait in vain but nothing has changed
I’m a flower soaking in the rain
If I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name

So when will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again

I think I love you
Will I see your face again
Little things, like the way
She looked at me a certain kind of way

Tell me girl, where are you now
Because I don’t know how much longer I can wait
I’m a dreamer waiting for the sun
When you call my name I know my life’s begun

Tell me girl
When will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again

I think i love you
Will I see your face again
You know that all my life I’ve been waiting
Waiting for someone, someone like you to love me
You can’t come by like an angel into my life
And then fly away
Fly away

When will I see your face again
I’ve only seen you once my love
When will you touch my life again
I want to see you twice my love
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you

When will I see your face again my friend
I think I love you
Love love love you

Heart-warmers :D

Oh my oh my! I really got nothing much to say but these people really melt my heart! NAIYING, OLI, XUANYI & LEE CHEEHAO!!!!

To Naiying: Girl, i know we seldom chat online, via sms or on the phone. But you are totally updated about my life! Thank God for you dearly. & i don’t know why we just share so many things in common baby!!!!!!!!!

To Oli: Man, you’ve always been the smart ass to me you know? The gentleman who’s so talented in so many aspects. You are the only boy whom i know that’s just a step away from manhood. I bet you must be flattered! HAHA. Rock on smart ass!

To Xuanyi: My, girl, you’re simply demure in my eyes. You’re so soft my dear, yet i know you have a tough side in you, right?? Though i didn’t manage to know you that well, but girl, i know you’re one great person. (:

To Lee cheehao (clone): AYE! NI? SUAN LE BA!!!! Hahahaha! Kidding buddy! I’m touched to know that my link has always been in the first bookmark of yours alright! You are one bad guy man! But, you’re such a wonderful entertainment to us, ALWAYS! Our lives will be pure boredom w/o your presence in OG16! Glad to know you clone.

Ok, enough of the touching speech. Just got home from dinner with Jeremy. SUBWAY! Well, i could only resort to that cause it’s the healthiest & less-fattening meal i can find in plaza. & Subway club! Less than 6g of fats! Perfect! But well, not that perfect cause i had 4 slices of cake earlier on at Jayden’s party!

I wanna run!!! Train up my abs!! GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Burn some fats man! I don’t wish to see love-handles on me! Ok, i will use up whatever calories that i’ve taken in by staying up late to study a lil. But before that, Nai claimed that she has tagged me, but i know i was tagged by Oli. So let me answer these questions since everyone’s doing it!

1)What are you most disappointed about?-
Disappointed? The world!! I don’t understand how the world has became so corrupted. I bet it breaks my Lord’s heart terribly.

2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?-
Can i be greedy? Hahaha. But Rome is still my top choice, i wanna visit the Rome Colleseum! If only i could have Jumper as my bf! HAHA.

3)What’s your favorite thing to do?-
That’s obvious man! LOVE watching the world passes by at a coffee house, One Fullerton’s starbucks esp. && sun-tanning! Ahhhh~

4)Do you think money can buy happiness?-
Yea yea yea. The question that’s asked over & over again & it’s always the same typical answer that people gave. I think it can buy happiness, but it can also be the root of evil which will lead to the vanish of happiness. So, no definite answer to this.

5)If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be?-
Create a spaceship that can bring me around to show me how exactly the universe is

6)Do you believe you can survive without money?-
Nope, definitely not.

7)Have you ever played an instrument?-
Urm, piano? Sorry daddy that i gave it up ):

8)If you win $1million, what will you do?-
I’m gonna buy whatever my parents & sister want & tour around the world with them!!

9)What do you think of urself?-
HAHAHA! This sucks, i don’t really know man. Maybe i’m hard-headed, insensible at times. But i know i know i don’t do evil stuffs to others. I’m very sensitive in fact, & perhaps a lil low self-esteem?

10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.-
Eh.. I don’t know it’s Oli or Nai that tagged me but whoever it is. They are :
a) really awesome
b) indescribable
c) ones that can’t be absent in people’s life.

11)What makes you happy?-
STARBUCKS! Daisies! & having the presence of my loved ones

12)What type of person you hate most?-
Whooo~ This is gonna be nasty. Ha. But well, no need for me to state. If someone is detestable, it’s gonna be obvious w/o the need for me to say.

13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?-
I don’t think far baby! But i guess i will be setting up a family of my own by then. Career wise, i need a lil more time to think bout it.

14)If you have a superpower, what will it be?-
Can i be greedy again? Let me be like Peter petrelli, so i can possess any superpower that anyone possesses when i come in contact with them! Hahaha, but i would like to have the superpower that can read one’s mind. I trust people too easily.

15)What do you think is the most important thing of your life?-
Thing?- My MP3. People?- My family & friends. & God.

16)If it’s the end of world, what will it be your last wish?-
Nice, i’m gonna run around naked! Haha. Nah, i want to reach the stars.

17)If you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? When will it be?-
Stop asking this & bring me a time machine! I wanna go back to B division tournament period i had with my team mates cause that’s when we shared the glory. I just wanna go back to the times i spent with them. Other than that, not much regrets in life even though lots of things just tore me down terribly. But well, i picked myself up from there & that’s when i become stronger.

18)If you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be?-
Oh my! That’s so gonna be JOHNNY DEPP!!!!! He’s so hot! Please pardon nai & i for having such a taste for someone you called weirdo. But well, some people like Pamela anderson too right? so what’s wrong with him? He’s sizzling hot!

19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?-
Hahahahaha! If i see that’s a smart decision to be made, why not? YEA, agreed with Oli, you can be courageous but you might as well end up being dumb.

20)What do you feel like doing right now?
I wanna lie down on a beach, enjoying the sea breeze & look up to the sky & admire the beautiful stars & learning their names that are given to them by God.

Instructions: remove one question from above and add in your own personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list. List them out and end this post. Notify them in their chatter box that he/she was tagged to do this quiz.

Whoever that wants to do.

It could all fall down around me

With a blink of an eye.

Man! I wanna watch Zohan!!! Aye please date me if you haven’t watch it! HAHA! Ask me i meant.

Tmr’s Baby Jayden’s birthday celebration! So don’t expect to see me online for almost the whole day? If you miss me, call me or msg me. HAHAHA!

Alright, i don’t know which screw in my mind had fallen. Maybe i’m crazy from all those revisions. Haha, math paper on monday! AH!!!!

I’m gonna run tmr, i hope! Gonna burn some fats before i gobble down Jayden’s cake! HOHOHO!

Ok, the lyric doesn’t depict how i feel.

3 Doors down- Here by me:
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

Cast your sorrows to the wind

Sweet hearts.

Diarrhoea-d twice before training! MAN, that sucked! I guess it’s due the mixture of the yoghurt drink & 2 ice cream cones i had. But i guess it’s a good thing that i diarrhoea-d cause it cleared the toxics in my intestines & apparently i ran faster! I could feel the air under my feet, heh! Felt the lightness, shiok~.

I can laugh so loud that i give you shock.

Alter bridge- Brand new start:
Against the sky
Streams of light
Call out to me and you

We leave as one
We’ve just begun
To find the solace we’re due
This is the life we must choose

[Chorus:]
We will make a brand new start
From the pieces of our hearts
The break of day is before us

Cast your sorrows to the wind
Let the highway take us in
As we escape the disorder

This desert road
That we call home
This is our destiny
We’ll chase the setting sun
As we outrun
A life of agony
God how we ache to be free

[Chorus 2x]

We’ll make our way
We’ll make our way
We’ll make our way
We’ll make our way